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Hele barndommen min har bestått av motgang, med mobbing store deler av barne skolen å videregående. Etterfølgt av uthengelse å nettmobbing. Å der etter å bli alvorlig syk, uten å vite hva som var galt.

Store deler av livet har jeg blitt fortalt at jeg ike er god nok eller verdt noe. Det har vært en tung reise, men jeg har jobbet hardt for å komme op rett vei til den personen jeg er ment å være. Jeg er en veldig redd og usikker person, å jeg er ekstremt redd for å feile i ting jeg gjør.

Jeg virker kanskje tøff fordi jeg har piercinger, tattoveringer og lilla hår? Men jeg føler meg ikke tøff, jeg føler meg som meg selv.
På innsiden er jeg veldig sårbar å følsom…

Om jeg kunne gått tilbake i tid å endre alt som har skjedd, ville jeg gjort det? Jeg vet ikke helt, for da ville jeg nok ikke vært den personen jeg er idag! Skulle jeg ønske jeg ikke ble mobbet? Ja helt klart, men man ikke leve i fortiden. Man må se framover.

For sola skinner alltid bak skyene ♥

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Most of my childhood has been very difficult, ive been bullied most of elementary school and college. Later on i was a victim of cyber bullying and stigmatized. And becoming very sick without knowing what was wrong with me.

Most of my life ive been told im not good enough and worthless. Its been a hard long journey, and ive been working so hard to become the person im ment to be. Im a very scard and insecure person, and im extremely afraid of failing at thing i do.

I know i might seem tough, cause i have piercings, tattoos and purple hair? I dont feel tough at all, i just feel like myself.
On the inside im very vulnerable and sensitive…

If i could go back and change all the painful stuff, would i? Im not really sure, cause i may not be the person i am today if i did.
Do i wish i wasnt bullied? Absolutely, but i cant live in the past. I have to look to the future.

Cause the sun always shines behind the clouds ♥

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  • rikki - I love that you said you aren’t sure if you would change all those things in your past because of who you are today. I’ve talked about this a lot and constantly remind myself that the here and now is the best place to be, and one change would give a completely different outcome. Those challenges make us stronger, more beautiful, and appreciate all of this so much more!ReplyCancel

  • Elizabeth Zimmerman - Wow! Thank you for posting. It always breaks my heart to hear when people have been bullied, mistreated as a child — and also as an adult! I’m glad you’re on the other side of it all now!! <3ReplyCancel

  • Daniëlle Harens - Just remember now; you’re a wonderful person <3
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Jeg fant denne appen i gruppa Shoot & Share group på facebook. Det er egentlig en felles app for par, hvor man kan lage lister, legge til ting i kalenderen så kan partneren få tilgang til disse på sin telefon. Man kan også sende meldinger til hverandre.

Jeg trengte en app der jeg kunne skrive ned ting jeg må huske til shooter osv. Jeg er singel så jeg la meg selv til 2 ganger( jobb mail + privat mail). Du finner appen for android her!

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I found this app in the Shoot & Share group on facebook. Its actually made for couples, where you can make lists, add things to your calander and chat with each other.

I needed an app to write down list and stuff for sessions and things. Im single so i just added myself twice(with business mail and private mail). You can find the app for android here!


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English further down!

Hmm 10 ting folk kanksje ikke visste om meg, hva kan dette være? *Tenke tenke*

1. Jeg har utviklet en avhengighet for MAC leppestifter, kjøpte min første i sommer å falt pladask!
2. Jeg har absolutt ingen anelse hva jeg driver med når det kommer til foretaksdelen av foretaket mitt:-P.
3. Jeg hater å legge meg tidlig å hater å stå opp tidlig:-P.
4. Jeg jobber best på kvelden.
5. Regn gjør meg trist.
6. Jeg er avhengig av duftlys ♥
7. Katt er favorittdyet mitt ♥
8. Jeg er håpløs romantisk
9. Kan vel si at jeg er avhengig av instagram også:-P.
10. Har hatt lilla hår siden 2009:D.

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English:
Hmm finding 10 things people might not know about me? *Thinking thinking*

1. Im addicted to MAC lipsticks, i bought one this summer. And instantly fell in love!
2. I have absolutely no idea what im doing buiness wise:-P.
3. I hate going to bed early, and i hate waking up early:-P.
4. I work best in the evenings
5. Rain makes me sad.
6. Im addicted to scented candles ♥
7. Cats are my all time favorite animal ♥
8. Im a hopeless romantic
9. Im pretty addicted to instagram too:-P.
10. Ive had purple hair since 2009:D.

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English version under the photo!

Å vite eksakt når jeg falt pladask for foto er ikke lett å si. Når jeg leter gjemmom ting fra barndommen min, så finner jeg bilder jeg fotograferte med film kameraet mamma gav meg sommeren da jeg skulle begynne i 7 klasse. Det ble en litt for dyr hobby, så kameraet ble lagt på hylla. Noen år senere kom det lille rosa digital kameraet inn i bilde (no pun intended). Hadde det veldig gøy en go periode, men det dabbet litt av.

Helt til noe underlig skjedde tidlig på sommeren 2009. Jeg hadde da vært kraftig syk i 2 år, å hadde så å si mistet viljen til å leve. Jeg var ute på treassen med det lille kompakt kameraet mitt, jeg knipset noen bilder av solnedgangen. Å denne gangen så bildene så annerledes ut, så mye bedre enn hva de pleide! Senere den sommeren kjøpte jeg mitt første speilrefleks kamera Sony A200. Jeg fotograferte en hver anledning når formen tillot det. Jeg så stadig forbedring å det gjorde meg så glad – foto gav meg livsgleden tilbake!

Det gikk 2 år til å jeg fotograferte mer og mer, det gikk mye i landskaps og natur bilder. Men etter hvert så våknet lysten til å fotografere mennesker. Jeg har noen veldig snille søstre som stilte opp som modell når jeg spurte♥ I 2010 fant jeg ut at det var fotograf jeg ville bli, det føles bare så riktig!

I vår ble jeg utdannet fotograf ved Norges Kreative Høyskole. Det var en vannvittig deilig følese å bli ferdig. Jeg har lært såå mye innen foto og om meg selv, å utviklet meg utrolig de 2 årene!

Det er mange grunner til at jeg liker å portrettere folk. Den ene grunnen er at man får møte så mange kjekke folk. Å den følelsen jeg sitter igjen med når folk forteller meg at jeg har fått dem til å føle seg vakre, den er så utrolig herlig!!

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English:

To know exactly when i fell head over heals in love with photography, is kind of hard to know. When i look through stuff from my childhood, i find photos ive shot with the cheap film camera my mom gave me when i was 13. It became a little too expensive hobby, so the camera was put to bed. A few years later my parents gave me a little pink compact digital camera. I used it for a long periode of time, but i slowly lost interest again.

Suddenly on evening at the cabin, i had been very sick for 2 years, and had almost lost the will to live. I had brough the little pink camera with me and shot some photos of the beautiful sunset. The photos had suddenly changed for the better, later that summer i bough my first DLSR a Sony A200. I photographed every single time my body would allow it. I could see much improvement and it made me soo happy. Photography gave me back the will to live!

Another 2 years went by, and i shot more and more photos. At first i shot mostly landscapes and nature photos. But i felt the urge to shoot people get bigger and bigger. I am lucky to have sisters who would model for me when i asked ♥ In early 2010 i decided that i wanted to be a photographer, it just felt sooo right!

This spring i graduated from Norways School Of Creativity as a photographer. It felt so amazing to graduate. I learned so much about photography and myself these past 2 years!

There are alot of reasons why i love shooting people. One of them is that im able to meet so many amazing people and i get to immortalize them with my camera. Another reason is the feeling i get when people tell me that ive made them feel beautiful by shooting their photos, is the absolute best feeling ever!!


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  • Kat Ann Curling - I think that a true passion is something that you have been doing for a long time whether you realize it or not. It’s also something that sticks with you for a long time or that you are able to pick back up again like you never left. Photography is such a beautiful talent and art. Being able to show the beauty in people is a great thing. I look forward to hearing more! Excited to come across your blog in the Feel Good Blogging challenge! ReplyCancel

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